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Gatau gatau gatau :(( I think this is too much for me, myself :(( God, please please please help me :( I don't know what I have to do :( I'm too afraid.. I'm gonna be insane :( I want to cry out.. taking a breath is so hard for me now. It's like I'm losing the oxygen. It's like my head's going to explode. It's like I'll kill many people's heart then mine. It's like I'm alone. It's like.. I want to hit my head into the wall repeatedly until it's bleeding. Until this mess out of my brain. I don't know whose ears will listen to my madness. Have I been crazy or something???? One thing press me up, then the other one comes, the other one comes, the other one comes, and soooooo on. Anyone help me? Anyone understand me? Anyone? ANYONEEE??? Could anyone kill me now, please? Or, if anyone cannot do that, would you please give me the most spiritful spirit?