Forbidden Song

"Cause I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
Cause she will love you more than I could

She who dares to stand where I stood"

 (Where I Stood - Missy Higgins)

It seems that the lyrics have no sophisticated diction, doesn't it? But this song is a forbidden song for me for about a week ahead.. nah.. two weeks I guess. There is a matter I wanna share with you about the reason why I nominate this song to be forbidden.

Several days ago, I was so addicted to the love story of Chloe Sullivan and Jimmy Olsen. Got a clue? Yes, I was addicted to Smallville, only certain seasons actually. I just fell in love with this couple. I knew that Chloe will marry Oliver Queen in the end of the whole story (and, indeed, I hate that part). But I just preferred Jimmy rather than Ollie. So, I downloaded the three seasons where Jimmy occurs. And this song just came up in the season 7, where Chloe broke up with Jimmy. And I was just sort of.. sad, and cried a little. Exaggerating, don’t you think? Me either. But it was the truth. At first, I loved this song playing on my phone repeatedly. Later, I realized, this song hypnotized me. When I heard this song, there would be some flashes on my head when the two were breaking up and some other flashes showing Jimmy’s death. When that happened, I was so angry, “Why didn’t they just become a fine couple before Jimmy dead?!” Then this song started to control my feelings, and ruin my mood. When my mood goes down.. I can foresee I will do nothing and neglect anything, including working on my assignments. Because I have to kill my assignments anytime soon, this song is forbidden for me for a while.

Chloe and Jimmy's wedding (well, some minutes before it was ruined by Davis Bloom)

        

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